Thursday, 11 October 2012

still here

Im still here in Ibiza.

I've deleted a few blog entries. 

I'm Ok. Things continue to be difficult emotionally but I still want to be here.

The weather is beautiful. We continue to have hot and warm days. I still love the island.

All things aside, I think I may have a good friend in Mr X after all. The thing is that we laugh a lot. We always seem to be laughing. Perhaps that is an attempt to deflect the more serious issues that need to be discussed. He looks out for me and checks to see if I am OK. Actually, lately I never seem to have a moments peace. He seems to be at the door all the time. He arrives for breakfast, comes to see me in the afternoon, he brings me food, he cooks for me. The other day he brought up a massive TV which he likes to stare at for hours. I cant understand most of it as it is all in Spanish. Well I am glad of the company most times, but sometimes I have to admit that I go out to escape. Sometimes its a bit too much.. I think perhaps that he likes the company too. 

I will probably stay here in November. DH is coming to the island this weekend. I am going to the main town of Evissa to meet him. Last time he came here it was just too stressful for me what with everything that had gone on.

I'd really like to get back to work again. I think I need an outlet, a distraction from things that I shouldn't spend so much time thinking about. Part of the problem is that I need to focus on something.

In December I will go back to the UK for a few months and perhaps try to find some work for a while.



8 comments:

Jerry Critter said...

How's DH handling so,much time apart?

Dreamer said...

Jerry I think its tough on him, and me too. He just wants me to be happy, but he obviously does not know...Im not sure where all this is going, I will probably stay here in November, but, I have feelings for Mr X and I wonder how I am going to be able to leave here, the truth is the predicament is making me miserable.

Jerry Critter said...

If you had a friend in this predictiment, what advice would you give her?

Dreamer said...

Jerry I think I need to get back to work of some description, I really need something else to focus on, there isnt any work here, or any viable business opps, I've been looking for something to invest in start up, etc. I need an outlet I think.

Jerry Critter said...

I agree!

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