Wednesday, 9 September 2009

Trapped

Feeling Trapped.

Trapped in a place where I don't want to live, trapped in an office doing a job I dislike, trapped by a house that wont sell, trapped by lack of money.

There seem to be a lot of obstacles in the way of The Escape.

If we could sell the flat then I would feel better in that then I would have some control over the situation.

Recently I have been thinking about approaching one of these "sell your house fast" organisations. DH wont even consider it. These organisations buy houses subject to a valuation which is usually 20% less than the market valuation. I suppose I could approach them for a valuation. It seems to me that these organisations are really for distressed sellers. But am I a distressed seller? Perhaps I am. But perhaps we should stick it out on the open market first.

Sometimes I want to scream.

We were not meant to live this way. This modern way of life is crap. It is unnatural.

I hate living in a city, too many people, too many cars, too much noise. Why do people have to drive everywhere?

I could kick myself for getting caught up in it all.